What a delightful week it’s been! Blissfully quiet

And I’m pretty wiped out. I’ve had most of the past week to just do the things I like to do, in the way I like to do them. Which means, a lot of sitting. And a lot of isolating. And a lot of reading and writing and researching and pulling out textbooks, thumbing through them and crying, “Ah-ha!” when I find the passage(s) I’m looking for.

I’ve been immersed in a certain mode of thought I don’t have the luxury for, in my regular everyday working life — where my co-workers are suburban parents who just want to make enough money to put their kids through school and/or climb high enough on the corporate ladder where they can vex more people than those who vex them.

It’s been so much fun, being away from that whole scene, that major drain of a scene. And while I do look forward to getting back to my routine, I don’t look forward to dealing with those people again. It’s been a real pleasure, not having to constantly come to terms with the mixture of sadness, pity, compassion, frustration, and intermittent admiration, that I cycle through each day.

But I have to say, I am pretty tired.

It takes a lot out of me, trying to catch up with myself and the kind of life I want to lead, when I have such limited opportunity. It kind of works against me. Except, it’s my choice, and I can do what I please. And in the end, I’ve got a lot of satisfaction out of the whole deal.

Tomorrow I head back into the jungle.

Wish me luck.


2 thoughts on “What a delightful week it’s been! Blissfully quiet

  1. There’s a G & R song in there somewhere 😉. But seriously though, it sounds like you’ve had a wonderful time (and it sounds like paradise!), and it sucks that it’s back to the grind. I know the feeling you described, girl 💞💞. I’m glad you had some time to yourself to recoup and recharge and Just Be 👍🏼😊. Wishing you luck getting back into it 👍🏼👍🏼❤️

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  2. Pingback: Back to my #autistic routine – woo hoo! – Aspie Under Your Radar

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